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Hello and welcome to my home page. A few years ago I was sitting meditating with my spiritual teacher, Sri Chinmoy, when a few lines of a poem came into my thoughts. So out of curiosity, I started writing and before long had this poem, below, which I’d like to share with you.
Excalibur
In
my heart I hold
God’s
sword of light
I
shudder and hope
To
receive thy might
In
me thou knowest
A
weakly wil
Yet
love of thee
Propels
me still
In
a sea of doubt
One
could easily drown
A
narrowed furl
Of
confusing frown
When
Supreme's light-eye
Steers
and guides
Along
go I
For
thy earthly ride
In
a golden boat
Of
promise seems
To
wonders realms
Of
hopes, sweet dreams.
Thankyou, for taking the time to read this poem.
The reason for writing this is that the poem seemed extremely remarkable in that I had never before, written any poem, worth reading and was amazed at this appearance. When one starts meditation classes the teachers often explain that meditation brings to the fore often-unrealised talents or develops those already open, and for some time I was wondering if this would indeed occur. Astonishingly now after writing a great many poems I further realise that I am not always the author at all and the supreme must take the real credit. I am only holding the pen. What fun indeed.
Sri Chinmoy often says that we are indeed all capable of doing much, much more that our timid minds think possible.
Having only jogged around the block a few times before starting meditating, and now having completed 2x 24hour events (Best result 3 marathons, 81 miles) several other ultra marathons and about 20 marathons, I see that, as always, what he says of our hidden capacities, are so very true and I assure you this not all the end as the best is still to come as my meditations keep on improving with little nuggets of achievements dotting the way, all the way.
What a tremendous blessing to have such a teacher to inspire us, not by talk, but by ever increasing examples of self-transcendence.
Sri Chinmoy definitely walks the walk!
Who needs the old stressed out life? Bring it on, meditation; oh boy I’m ready!!!!
Thank you so very much—Nicholas File.

