Never Give Up!
Cry Like a Child
Keep
trying! It so often happens that the last key
opens the door. Likewise, it is your last prayer
that may grant you salvation, and your last meditation
that may grant you realisation.
Successful meditation entirely depends on our
inner cry. When a child is hungry, really hungry,
he cries. He may be on the first floor and his
mother may be on the third floor, but when the
mother hears his cry she comes down immediately
to feed the child.
Let us take meditation as an inner hunger. If
we are really hungry, our Father Supreme will
come running no matter where we are crying. If
we have intensity and sincerity in our cry, then
we begin to make spiritual progress immediately.
Otherwise, it can take years and years.
Again, God-realisation is not like instant coffee—something
that you will get immediately. God-realisation
takes time. If somebody says he will be able to
make you realise God overnight, then do not take
him seriously. It takes twenty years to get a
Master's degree, which is based on outer knowledge.
God-realisation, which is infinitely more important
and more significant, naturally will take many
more years. In no way do I want to discourage
anyone. If your inner hunger is sincere, then
God will satisfy that hunger.
If we practise concentration and meditation regularly,
we are bound to succeed. If we are really sincere,
we will reach the goal. But the difficulty is
that we may be sincere for one day or for one
week, and then we feel that meditation is not
meant for us. We want to realise God overnight.
We think, "Let me pray for one week, one
month, one year." After one year, if we don't
realise God, we give up. We feel that the spiritual
life is not meant for us.
The road to God-realisation is long. Sometimes,
while walking along the road you will see beautiful
trees with foliage, flowers and fruits. Sometimes
you will see that there is only a road, without
any beautiful scenery. Sometimes you may feel
that you are on an endless road through a barren
desert, and that the goal is impossibly far away.
But you cannot give up walking just because the
distance seems far, or because you are tired and
have no inspiration. You have to be a divine soldier
and march on bravely and untiringly. Each day
you will travel another mile, and by taking one
step at a time eventually you will reach your
goal. At that time you will definitely feel that
it was worth the struggle.
Love the battlefield
of life, for joy is always breathing secretly
and openly in both your victory and your defeat.

